DOPE BOY CHRONICLES – EPISODE #1.11 – SONGS

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JANUARY 26, 2020

PAPPAS BBQ – 8:20 p.m.

I’d taken Sway out for Sunday dinner at Pappas BBQ for ribs. We’d just wrapped up the meals and were sipping our drinks. “Do you write, Sway? Have you written any songs?”

“I have some new ones that I’ve been working on… They’re pretty good.” She lowered her head. “I haven’t put them on paper yet…”

“Why not?”    

“I don’t know… Just never had a chance, I guess.”

“What about your old ones. Are you going to sing those?”

“I was, but I kind of gave them to Rosebud. I mean, I didn’t really give them to him. They were going to be for me to sing, but I’d signed away my rights.”

“He’s probably going to try and sell them himself… Or use them to play some other girl.”

“It’s alright. I don’t want those anymore anyway.” She looked up, smiling. “I don’t care. He can do whatever. I’m taking it in a new direction.”

“Like what?”

“I want to write all about love…”

I grinned. “Will that sell? Everybody’s talking about all the shit they own and how big a bitch’s ass is.”

“Right? I want to make beautiful songs, Andre. I’m going to be like Diane Warren and Celine Dione all wrapped into one.”

“Who is Diane Warren? I know Celine Dione. She’s fucking paid.”

“Diane Warren is big time. She’s got all kinds of awards.”

“You’ll win way more than she has.”

“I will… Then I’ll take care of you. You won’t want for anything. Any kind of car, you got that. I’m gonna get you your apartment…or maybe even a condo, paid for, on the top floor of the tallest building in Dallas.

“Then I’m going to build a big recording studio for myself, and I’m going to put up the money so you can start your business.

“Or you could just do nothing and be there when I come home to you. We could chill, go to the movies, eat, and I could fuck you silly whenever you want some of this pussy.

“You should see it too. It’s nice, Andre. I can show you now if you want. Look under the table. I’ll pull my fucking pants down right here.”

“I already saw it. I peeped at it.”

“When? When I was asleep?”

“No, the first night when you were getting dressed. Fat and thick…”

“It’s all yours, too.”

“Whatever… When you start making that kind of money, you’re going to be a major star, you’ll get with someone in the business. I won’t be mad at you, though. I’ll still support you…”

Sway’s face blanked. Anger filled its space. “Andre, don’t ever say that to me again! I mean it!”

“Whoa, whoa… I’m just playing, baby.”

“No!” Sway’s shouting caught the attention of the diners. “Don’t ever insult me like that!”

“Baby, calm down, okay? It was just a joke.” I could feel every eye in the room.

Sway turned red. She began to cry. There was a chorus of mutters in the background. I panned, seeing nothing but scowls and angry faces. “It’s not like y’all think.”

The waiter approached. “Is there trouble…?”

I struggled. “It’s just a misunderstanding, that’s all.”

He looked to Sway. “Are you okay, ma’am?”

Sway stood, eyeing the tall, thin dude. “A week ago, I was being trafficked by a pimp. This man saved me, took me in, and is housing and feeding me. I’m sorry for getting emotional, and I apologize for disturbing your guests. It’s just that I… I’m just finding it somewhat difficult to get him to understand how grateful I am and that I will never do anything to hurt him. I just need him to realize that.”

I was in shock. I looked to the waiter. He leaned in, tapping me on the shoulder. “Great job, sir. Great job. Your meal is on the house.”

The crowd was now smiling and cheering. I felt hot, cold, and clammy all at the same time. I looked back to Sway. She tugged my arm as we left to a round of applause.  I couldn’t make it to the exit quickly enough.


We’d pulled out and were on Northwest Highway. Sway was singing to Justin Bieber’s “Yummy”. She turned down the volume. “Where are we going now?”

“Home, I guess…”

“You haven’t made any money today.”

“Sundays are always dead. I keep some shit with me just in case, but I usually take the day off.”

“Andre, there’s money to be made.”

“Where?”

“Do you go to Ecstasy?”

“That place is full of pimps and dealers already. Shit is on lock.”

“I used to go there with Mandy to pick up tricks. Rosebud would send us with his assistant…”

“Assistant?”

“Jermaine. He used to play it like we were with him, so we could get in. Then we would go from there.”

“Okay?”

“Customers and strippers would ask for coke all the time. The shit you got would go so fucking quick, especially if it were twenty bags. You don’t do twenties, do you?”

“Not really.”

“What do you have right now? You got anything?”

“I have ten forties.”

“Bring me and I’ll get rid of it for you. It won’t take me long.”

“Right now? You’re serious?”

“Let me do my thing.”



I was at the bar for all of fifteen minutes before she approached. “Are you sure you don’t have any more with you? Nothing in the car?”

“That’s all I had. Why? Is it gone already?”

“One girl got three for her and her friends, and she turned me on to a customer that got the rest for two eighty. I have four hundred for you.”

She placed the bills into my hand. “Fuck, Sway!”

“You have to let me do me, Andre. I got you.”

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DOPE BOY CHRONICLES – EPISODE #1.10 – SHARING THE PAST

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It was 4:30 a.m. when we decided to call it. We’d showered, tidied up a bit, put away the coke, and had gotten under the covers.

After watching several episodes of ‘Storage Wars Northern Treasures’, we turned off the TV to get some rest.

We were lying quietly in the dark with only the streetlights illuminating through the open curtains. “What was it like being you growing up, Andre? Tell me about it.”

“I never knew my father… I’d lost my mother when I was very young, which left me with my grandmother. She was my mother’s mother.”

“How was that?”

“She smoked crack… I guess you could say that…she was there but not really there. I was a burden, and she’d sometimes take it out on me. She didn’t hit me or anything like that, but she was verbally abusive. I guess she didn’t ask to have to raise me.”

“Do you think that had an influence on you…as far as you getting into the game?”

“Oh, no doubt. I used to see the dealers when they would deliver. Iced out, driving nice cars, and were always fresh.

“I never wanted to be like them. I’ve always wanted to be my own legit boss, and I will, but it’s what I ended up doing anyway. It’s just to get my bank up… What about you? How was your life?”

“The total opposite. I had both my parents and a younger sister. Typical racist, religious hypocrites. They’d never admit it, though.”

“What about your singing? Was that your dream?”

“No, not at first. I hadn’t discovered that yet. I wanted to be a gymnast. I was about six or seven, I think. They were going to the schools looking for students. I begged my mother to let me study.

“She even took me to the first class. Andre, I had so much fun. I loved it.

“But when we got home, I could hear her telling my dad about it, and they came into my room and told me that we didn’t have the money right now.

“I was crushed, and for three nights I cried myself to sleep.

“One day, the school called, wondering what happened and why I wasn’t there. They even offered to teach me for free because I showed so much potential, but my dad’s excuse was that the family didn’t take charity.

“But the real reason was that the owner of the school was black.”

“Are you serious?”

“I didn’t get to be a student of an Olympic Medal winner because she was black.”

“When was the last time you talked to your family?”

“After what Rosebud and Mandy did, I tried calling them to… I guess to explain. I was probably trying to ask for help, but I didn’t know how. My sister answered, and we were talking. They took the phone away from her and hung up on me.

“I didn’t have a way for her to reach me. All I had was Mandy’s phone, and I wasn’t going to have her call me on it. I wanted her to know what happened so that I could warn her of how… I don’t want her to get caught up like I did, you know?”

“I know. It’s going to be okay, though. You have to believe that.”

“I don’t want to think about that right now. I care about you. You took a chance on me when my own mother and father turned their backs.”

“And it’s the best move I’ve ever made in my life. This is the happiest I’ve ever been.”

Sway crawled onto my chest, looking me in my eyes. “I want to do something, Andre. I don’t want to live off you. You’re never going to keep me around.”

“I want to take care of you, Sway, and I want you to be around forever.”

“But… I’m not… I haven’t even given myself to you…physically. I don’t even know how to. You’re not a pimp… If we fuck, it’s like… I don’t want you to think I’m playing you for a trick.

“I’ll do whatever you tell me to do. You can do whatever you want with me.”

“I want to see you find you. Whatever it is you want out of life, I want you to have that.”

“I don’t even know how all this works. How can this be? I’ve only dreamed of a man like you. You’re going somewhere. Somebody’s going to wake me up, and I’m going to be very pissed off. You can’t be real, Andre. There is no way.

“You won’t let me whore for you. You’re taking care of me better than I even deserve. I’m not used to any of this.”

“You’re going to have to get that pimp mentality out of your head. I get that they’ve convinced you that everybody is in it to use everyone else; that used or be used bullshit. It’s not true, Sway.”

“I believe that in my heart, but I thought it was just me.”

“I want one woman and one woman only. I want it all. I want love. The highest level of love there is. Whatever that may be. I want to go for that. One hundred percent dedication. I want someone that I’d be willing to put my life on the line for… Aw, Sway, there you are with the crying again.”

“It’s because what you’re saying is beautiful. I’m fucking happy, alright?!”

I laughed. “Well, let’s keep doing that. Let’s be happy.”

“I love you, Andre.”

“I love you, too.”

She wiped her eyes. “Where do we go from here?”

“I say we make it official. Sway, would you do me the honor of being my lady?”

“Yes! If you will have me, Andre, I will be your everything forever and ever.”

“I’m yours, Sway. Forever and ever.” Our lips met. We began kissing passionately. I could hear our heartbeats sync in rhythm. We released. “What’s wrong?”

“I was about to ask you.”

“It’s just not right, is it?”

She smiled. “No.”

“I want more from this than… I don’t know how to explain it…”

“Like it should be a special moment.”

“Yes…”

“That’s exactly what I feel, too! I want you fully. I want all of you. I want it to be natural. I’ve never been with a man without a condom. I want to feel you.”

“Let’s wait… Let’s take our time.”

“We can go and get tested. And then it can be real, special. Like married people.”

“Funny, you said that. I was just thinking about something.”

“What?”

“Your name.”

“Are you teasing me again?”

“No, I’m thinking about what your name would be.”

“Sway Swain?”

“Yes! That shit is lit; on gang!”

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